The Eye of Horus and the Eye of Sauron

The Eye of Horus and the Eye of Sauron are two powerful symbols from very different cultural and literary traditions, and they are often seen as representing opposing forces.
The Eye of Horus
- Origin: Ancient Egyptian mythology.
- Symbolism: The Eye of Horus, also known as Wadjet, represents protection, health, and restoration. It was often used as an amulet to protect against evil and to ensure safety and good health. The myth behind the Eye of Horus involves Horus losing his eye in a battle against Set, which was later restored by the god Thoth. Thus, the eye also symbolizes healing and wholeness oai_citation:1,Sauron – Wikipedia.
The Eye of Sauron
- Origin: J.R.R. Tolkien’s “The Lord of the Rings” series.
- Symbolism: The Eye of Sauron is a symbol of evil, surveillance, and oppression. It represents Sauron’s dark power and his constant search for the One Ring to regain his full strength. The Eye embodies the idea of an ever-watchful, malevolent force that seeks to dominate and corrupt oai_citation:2,Eye of Sauron – Tolkien Gateway oai_citation:3,Queue-it oai_citation:4,Lord of the Rings: why was Sauron just an eye?.
Comparative Analysis
- Positive vs. Negative: The Eye of Horus is a positive symbol associated with protection and healing, while the Eye of Sauron is a negative symbol associated with surveillance, control, and malevolence.
- Restoration vs. Destruction: The Eye of Horus is linked to restoration and wholeness, reflecting the myth of Horus’s eye being healed. The Eye of Sauron, on the other hand, is linked to destruction and dominance, reflecting Sauron’s desire to control Middle-earth.
- Ancient vs. Modern Mythology: The Eye of Horus comes from ancient Egyptian religious traditions, whereas the Eye of Sauron is a creation of modern literature, illustrating how different cultures and times can use eye symbols to convey profound meanings.
Antidote Concept
Considering their opposing connotations, one could poetically describe the Eye of Horus as an antidote to the Eye of Sauron. While the Eye of Sauron embodies fear and oppression, the Eye of Horus embodies protection and healing. Thus, invoking the Eye of Horus could symbolize a counter to the dark and oppressive energy of the Eye of Sauron, representing a shift from darkness to light, from tyranny to protection.
What is the flow state of abundance?
The flow state of abundance can be described as a mental and emotional condition where an individual experiences complete immersion, focus, and enjoyment in an activity, while also feeling a sense of fullness and plenty in their life. This state merges the concept of “flow,” introduced by psychologist Mihály Csíkszentmihályi, with the mindset of abundance. Here’s what it entails:
- Total Immersion: When in a flow state, you are fully engaged in what you are doing. Time seems to pass unnoticed, and you lose self-consciousness, becoming one with the activity.
- Optimal Experience: Activities that induce flow are typically those that match one’s skills with the challenge at hand, providing a perfect balance that keeps you engaged and motivated.
- Abundance Mindset: This involves a belief that there are ample resources and opportunities available in life. It’s the opposite of a scarcity mindset, which focuses on limitations and lack.
- Gratitude and Positivity: Embracing an abundance mindset often comes with feelings of gratitude and a positive outlook. You appreciate what you have and recognize the potential for growth and opportunities.
- Creativity and Productivity: In the flow state of abundance, your creativity and productivity are at their peak. You are open to new ideas and solutions, and you work efficiently and effectively.
- Joy and Fulfillment: There is a deep sense of joy and fulfillment that comes from the flow state. You feel that your actions are meaningful and contribute to your overall sense of well-being and purpose.
In practical terms, achieving a flow state of abundance might involve:
- Engaging in activities you are passionate about and that challenge you appropriately.
- Cultivating an abundance mindset through practices like gratitude journaling, positive affirmations, and surrounding yourself with positive influences.
- Finding balance in life, ensuring that you are not overwhelmed or under-stimulated.
- Setting clear goals that align with your values and passions.
- Practicing mindfulness to stay present and fully engaged in your activities.
In this state, you not only perform at your best but also experience life as rich, full, and rewarding.
Notes
Generation
God, tribe, and land
Physiological power is everything
The joy of creation
Why work? Why not play?
I don’t like the idea of “work” it’s play
Become lighter
Faith and courage in the future no matter what. It’s not superstitious it’s courage
When a wolf who is aggressive predator has babies it becomes nurturing – La lupa
You must be a little child before you enter the kingdom of heaven – you before you were ossified
Our choices make us who we are
Take the road less travelled
Strong street photography requires discipline and long term commitment.
Digging and searching for the meaning of life is like carving through an endless pit to nowhere? Like digging on a beach, and never striking water. Stop searching, and just let it flow towards you. 
Life is on the street
When people from the office come outside, after work, they always talk about he said, she said, office, drama, gossip, group, chats, comments, leaving notes, man versus woman talk. So strange.
Why do so many beautiful women smoke vapes?
If you ever want a free workshop or just hang out, you can always find me at the Eagle statue at 5:30. Every day except for Sunday. 
Amish family at the Wanamaker organ 
Couple meeting at the eagle statue. Woman sat next to me under the sculpture and told me she told her husband to meet her at the eagle statue in the macys at 5:30 with no other explanation.
I prefer walking aimlessly without any destination in mind
make .zip files for every year of my photography / locations and .pdf and .jpegs
Sex is a biological function.
The lust for flesh is real. However, a base and primal instinct? It’s really not that exciting for pleasure hedonistically? Just something that sparks a physiological desire to reproduce 
The will to press the shutter. The will to produce. The will to photograph. 
Everyday you wake up with a blank slate
Become creative through boredom and observing the mundane
Monotheism unifies
I live in a building with 99% elderly people
When religion collapses it is replaced with the striving for power or the dominion of hedonism, especially on the sexual gratification front
If there is no unity that is future and community oriented, that is predicated on sacrifice, you get a dissolution immediately into contending for selfish hedonism towards my most base whims. “
“To do whatever I want whenever I want to”
Power and hedonism replaces what is holy
Nihilism, power, and hedonism
Jane Goodall said that we need to lower the population so we don’t upset Mother Nature?
Meaning is an incentive reward that occurs in relationship to advancement towards a goal. Which is a form of entropy minimization.
Entropy is the ultimate boss battle
Negative emotion signifies the emergence of entropy – Reaching goals signifies its reduction
Each step toward the goal
The sermon on the Mount is about striving towards the highest imaginable goal. It is the answer to the meaning of process
The religion of curiosity
Aim upwards
Everyone made in the image of god
Focus on the moment
Birth rate is below replacement
Out with The old in with the new
Forgiveness is critical
Turn the other cheek is good
Forgetfulness is a virtue
Eye for eye makes everyone blind
The all seeing eye of Horus is the antidote to the eye of Soren
If each citizen doesn’t use that vision it is replaced with the all seeing eye
man is crucified
woman is with child
mary and jesus
No religion = anti Natalist
Paul erlich population bomb (he made chemotherapy?)
The number one problem of our GENERATION
Hobgoblins
What is a child? Ignorance and inexperience. A child is every bit our equal.
Whoever has gained relief from grief, fear, anxiety has gained freedom
Popped my bike tire. Just walk it. Don’t react. 
Paul Erlich
Natal problem
I seek friendly competition
What is the problem with our generation?
Love vs fear
How to be optimistic about the future?
Optimism or pessimism? Fuck that just get it done
Inspiration and beauty
People in fear are the walking dead. zombie
Dream of me on a small ship. It crashes, the scene pans out, and I’m looking down at the ship. It was just a small popsicle stick. I reach down with my hand, pick it up, and put it back in the water
Homeless, senior, vegan. Asking for either money or vegan food…
Why perfectionism is overrated
Everybody should travel
Some simple steps on how to increase your power
Why I don’t like to sit down
Just start now.
How to achieve Zen Bliss
Weapons of mass distraction 
Imagine having to fight in World War II against the Nazis 
Why I’m so grateful to be walking
The privilege of being outside, movement, sunlight,
I saw a comedian on the street, and asked him what he thought about society. He told me that this is the greatest time to be alive. Back in the 80s barely anyone had a car. He said that this is the only time where you can see people coming out of planet fitness, wearing abeautiful yoga, clothes, nice butts, and even if you’re overweight, the clothes will force it into your clothing and make you look skinnier or nicer. He had a burger hat on. He was kind of funny 
Generation etymology, meaning to beget, to produce 
Ghetto music or Wanamaker organ. Why I appreciate both, but still limit music intake. Think of the gym, can you get your pump without the aid of music? 
Beautiful body, beautiful soul
What’s the “matter” a world of matter?

Metaphysical thinking 
Avoid the zombies
I don’t like horror movies 
You have to buy a diamond for a woman?
What if I just want to mine for diamonds myself? Capitalism is all for women, purchasing things for women, or woman buying things in general. Men don’t desire to buy things. At least I don’t.
Money can’t buy you a superhero physique
Anybody can attain a demigod body
The body is democratic
Every man should look like a demigod.
Don’t trust, unhealthy people?
Don’t feed the homeless?
Buying a cable for homeless guy after church. He demanded a longer one.
Growing up, feeding the homeless, packaged lunches, with my grandma. Strange Catholic ethics and virtues? They always announce to feed the homeless after church
Hedonism versus asceticism
Aesthetics and beauty
At least you can make an aesthetically beautiful photograph with high contrast black-and-white small JPEG
Just please yourself
Make photos for yourself and one other person. A simply heuristic for anything you create
Share your joy with others
Be a bright star
Why I love the color purple 
Apparently, purple was a color of royalty in Greece? Also the color of the bishop of the Episcopalian church
We are the new royalty?
Spartan elite
What does it mean to become in tune with nature?
Yin and yang
Chi
Energy and power is there a difference?
Everything is vibrating?

Fiat currency is fake money
I’m currently making collages with newspapers. I go to the free newspaper stands, and rip out the headlines. One of the headlines read that for cyclist have died recently. Cyclist are the problem. They are assholes. Explain stories of cyclist I’ve seen. Middle finger, flipping off drivers, crossing the street when it’s a red light. Not obeying traffic laws 
Eating food is for suckers and a scam?
Hard-core or nothing 

How to achieve rausch
Not reacting to angry biker with middle finger
Not reacting to men honking his car 
The unexamined life is a life not worth living 
What is fun?
Parties and fun are boring to me?
Happiness lies in learning to perceive exactly what is in our power to change and what is not an embracing our fate to live in harmony with God and nature 
Yesterday I helped the man named Isaac across the street. I noticed him reaching for a pole, and photographed his hands. The way his fingers were touching the pole just looks so beautiful. He then asked me if I could help him cross the street, when the light turned green. He walked extremely slowly. We actually wound up not being able to cross the street in time. I stood there and stopped the traffic with my hand in his. I waited for him to get on the bus. We waited, I asked what he will eat for dinner. He says, I don’t like food, I like to read books. I like to absorb all of the knowledge. This is my problem. I just read read read read. He said he likes to read history. He probably likes to read so much because he can’t really walk anymore?
Just use ChatGPT. No more Google. 
How to thrive on your own? Just pick up a camera and go! 
Life is too short to spend your time indoors
Laugh in the face of chaos
negative energy, negative emotional state, people screaming. Thrive in it.
HIGH ENERGY
I have insane energy
Brighter
Solace
The government determines what is truth?
I seek genuine connections
Connected Vs Disconnected
self love
Recharge
Always evolving
Harry Potter – phoenix delivering the sword
Pinnochio
Retirement? I live in a building with all old people. Yesterday on the elevator, I heard some people talking about retirement, and if they are enjoying it. One lady said that she’s enjoying what she does for work and doesn’t want to stop doing it. Another man said that he felt the same way, until he stopped doing it. 
What is Stoicism?
Stoicism is a philosophy that originated in ancient Greece around the 3rd century BCE, founded by Zeno of Citium. It teaches the development of self-control and fortitude as a means of overcoming destructive emotions. The philosophy asserts that virtue (such as wisdom) is the only true good and that external events are beyond our control, but we can control our own responses to them.
Key principles of Stoicism include:
- Living in Accordance with Nature: Understanding the natural world and our place in it, and living in harmony with it.
- Virtue as the Highest Good: Valuing virtues like wisdom, courage, justice, and temperance above all else.
- Distinguishing Between What We Can and Cannot Control: Focusing on our own actions and attitudes, which we can control, and accepting what we cannot control.
- Practicing Rationality and Logic: Using reason to navigate life’s challenges and to understand the world.
- Embracing Adversity: Seeing challenges and hardships as opportunities to practice virtue and improve oneself.
Famous Stoic philosophers include Epictetus, Seneca, and Marcus Aurelius, whose writings provide practical advice on how to apply Stoic principles in everyday life.
“He who laughs at himself never runs out of things to laugh at.” – Epictetus
This quote speaks to the wisdom of self-awareness and the ability to find humor in one’s own flaws and mistakes. Embracing this perspective fosters resilience and a positive outlook, turning potential sources of embarrassment into opportunities for joy and growth. By laughing at ourselves, we disarm criticism and cultivate a mindset that values humility and self-acceptance.
Discourses and Selected Writings by Epictetus

Epictetus, a Greek Stoic philosopher, emphasized the importance of personal freedom, inner peace, and self-discipline. His teachings, as compiled in the Discourses and Selected Writings, offer practical advice on living a virtuous and fulfilling life. Here is a summary of the main concepts covered in the book, along with some of the best quotes.
Main Concepts
- Control and Acceptance
- Dichotomy of Control: Epictetus teaches that we should focus on what is within our control (our thoughts, actions, and responses) and accept what is not (external events and other people’s actions).
- Quote: “We cannot choose our external circumstances, but we can always choose how we respond to them.”
- Virtue and Moral Integrity
- Living in Accordance with Nature: Virtue is the highest good and should be pursued above all else. This involves living in harmony with nature and reason.
- Quote: “It is not what happens to you, but how you react to it that matters.”
- Perception and Mindfulness
- Objective Judgment: Emphasizes the importance of perceiving events objectively without allowing emotions to cloud judgment.
- Quote: “Men are disturbed not by things, but by the view which they take of them.”
- Freedom and Self-Mastery
- Inner Freedom: True freedom comes from mastering one’s desires and fears, thus attaining self-sufficiency and independence.
- Quote: “No man is free who is not master of himself.”
- Practical Wisdom and Action
- Practical Application: Knowledge must be applied to daily life. Stoic wisdom is practical and meant to guide actions.
- Quote: “First say to yourself what you would be; and then do what you have to do.”
- Dealing with Adversity
- Resilience: Adversity is seen as an opportunity to exercise virtue and build character.
- Quote: “Difficulties are things that show a person what they are.”
- Interpersonal Relationships
- Compassion and Understanding: Treat others with compassion and understand that their actions are often based on ignorance.
- Quote: “When someone is properly grounded in life, they shouldn’t have to look outside themselves for approval.”
- God and Fate
- Divine Providence: Belief in a rational universe governed by a providential deity. Trusting in the natural order and accepting one’s role in it.
- Quote: “Seek not the good in external things; seek it in yourselves.”
Notable Quotes
- “Wealth consists not in having great possessions, but in having few wants.”
- “He who laughs at himself never runs out of things to laugh at.”
- “Circumstances don’t make the man, they only reveal him to himself.”
- “It’s not what happens to you, but how you react to it that matters.”
- “Freedom is the only worthy goal in life. It is won by disregarding things that lie beyond our control.”
Epictetus’ teachings in the Discourses and Selected Writings provide a timeless guide to achieving personal freedom, inner peace, and a virtuous life. By focusing on what we can control, living in accordance with nature, and practicing resilience, we can navigate life’s challenges with wisdom and grace.
Virtue
The word “virtue” comes from the Latin word “virtus,” which means moral excellence, goodness, and righteousness. The root of “virtus” is “vir,” meaning man. In ancient Roman culture, “virtus” was associated with manliness, courage, and strength, qualities that were considered essential for an individual to contribute effectively to society. Over time, the term evolved to encompass a broader sense of moral and ethical excellence, applicable to all individuals regardless of gender.
Light is Information

Light is Information
As photographers, light is our information, our source of power, our medium, that we use to draw upon our canvas, the world itself. When I consider light and the electromagnetic waves emitted from our sun, I think about how each wave visible to the human eye carries a different frequency, wavelength, and energy.
Perception
In Plato’s allegory of the cave, slaves are chained to the walls inside a cave, only able to view the shadows on the wall of objects cast from the light outside of the cave. When one slave is freed and exits the cave, it takes them some time to adjust to the light, as they are now viewing the truth, the source, the light itself. The slave can now view the objects for what they truly are, in three dimensions.
You cannot step in the same river twice – Heraclitus
When I consider this famous quote by pre-Socratic philosopher Heraclitus, I contemplate how light, and the way that it is always changing, provides a photographer with an abundance of ways to make photographs. I can walk the same mundane lane every single day, and position myself and my camera at the same vantage point, but always find myself making a new photograph.
You cannot make the same photograph twice.
This very simple idea is what fuels me with abundance. I enter this flow state, a stream of becoming, similar to water, ever-flowing, to the creation of new photographs.
What is the Goal of a Photographer?
The ultimate goal of a photographer is to make new pictures. The goal is to increase your curiosity by one percent every single day. We must let go of basic notions of what makes or breaks a good or bad photograph. Instead, find joy in the process, and embrace this very simple idea that will fuel you onwards –
Your next photograph is your best photograph.
Let go of perfectionism and embrace the imperfect nature of life. Also, embrace the impermanent nature of life, the fleeting moments all around you, whether you find a flower that is withering in decay, a bird in flight, the flow of a waterfall, or somebody hugging their friend goodbye. There is infinite potential in this world, and we can make photographs in a way that describes the human experience with all of its multifaceted complexities. Let’s not limit ourselves to any dogma, tradition, or one way of doing things. Let us break free from the cave and go boundless through following the light.
How I Practice Photography
One thing I do every day is wake up before the sunrise and go for a walk along the river. When I make this same walk every day, I challenge myself through practicing with repetition. I photograph the same bridge, sculpture, building, river, flowers, and landscapes every day. I fuel myself with curiosity in the morning through playing in nature with my camera. I try new ways of photographing the same thing through tinkering with composition, both vertical and horizontal. I enjoy using macro mode. I photograph sculptures from low angles, giving life to the inanimate. I try to make pictures in new ways, from the top-down angle, honing in on textures, the peeling of bark on the trees. I play with my exposure compensation, making the pictures darker or brighter. There are so many different ways that you can make a photograph, even if you walk the same way. This walk reminds me of this infinite and abundant potential within photography. I highly suggest you hone in on this notion of practice, and take it to heart. Think of a basketball player, and the way that they hit the court each day, practicing their dribbling and their free-throw. Similar to that of a basketball player practicing their shot, we too should practice our shot in the realm of photography. I believe the philosophy of practice within sports can certainly be applied to photography. My morning walk, my daily practice, keeps my eyes and body sharp. I’ve been walking every morning with a 40-pound plate carrier by Rogue, working on my fitness and my photography, killing two birds with one stone. Think of hypertrophy in the context of muscle growth and weightlifting. The more you use your muscles, the more you will increase their size and strength. Now, think of atrophy. The less you use them, the more likely your muscles will actually decrease in size. So, in the context of photography, we should strive for hypertrophy, not atrophy. The more we use our camera, the more we will increase our curiosity.
Show Life as It Is
The reason why I love street photography so much is that we show life as it is. We don’t put any filters on life itself, similar to that of Snapchat or Instagram. We show the raw and spontaneous nature of everyday life. We embrace imperfection when we hit the streets, as life is not perfect. We show life as it is, raw, unfiltered, and candidly.
This is why I’m such a fan of the Ricoh GR and the high contrast black-and-white small JPEG file. There’s really no funny business, stripping down to light and shadow, embracing all the grain and imperfection. While the high contrast black-and-white aesthetics can be seen as an abstraction of reality, I’m also simply depicting what I see, as what I get.
Become the Media
One of the most fun things I’ve been doing these past two years has been documenting my life with a GoPro Mini. When you photograph life with a camera, it’s best to do it spontaneously, in the context of street photography, right? You wanna make photos that are real and showcase real life. I believe similar to video production, the use of a GoPro, you quite literally put somebody in your shoes by using the SuperView and simply speaking your mind without any editing or jump cuts. I find that by recording my thoughts every day or whenever I feel like it, I can get closer to how I view the world. Simply speaking out loud, my mind subconsciously blurts out whatever ideas I have. I can then use my iPhone to voice dictate these thoughts afterward and write an essay. I can become this multi-faceted media producer, making photos, videos, and writing now. It’s a very fun and liberating approach to making media, and I highly suggest picking up a GoPro Mini. Even if you want to just film your POV of practicing street photography, or riding your bike, cooking, working out, and just living life, it’s a really authentic way to share and relive your own memories. I’m really fond of the videos I’ve made through Rome, simply watching myself walk through some beautiful churches, even using my Insta360 X3 to showcase different perspectives throughout my travels.
Think of a first-person video game. I believe that real life can become as awesome as a video game! By using a GoPro, 360 cameras, etc., you can treat the world like it’s a video game, and just film your way through it. It’s a kind of liberating and fun approach that I’m super interested in right now. Also, maybe the ultimate goal of an artist is to simply share your perspective, or your POV.
Redesign the World
When I think of video games, such as Minecraft, you can terraform, create structures, and design your own world. What if we looked at life this way and designed our ultimate paradise in embodied reality?
Take no L’s
When we make mistakes, it’s very easy for us to feel down about it, like we failed or something. What if we just took these mistakes as the ultimate lessons, teaching us to change the way we do things? To me, when I mess up, when I do something wrong, when I feel pain, I learn from it. Every loss becomes a lesson. There’s no such thing as taking an L with this mindset.
Don’t Act in Fear
A lot of the time we act in fear. We fear humiliation, rejection, etc. We fear failure and potential negative outcomes. When we let go of fear itself, we become free. By removing any obstacles, distractions, and embracing our true and authentic self, we no longer have fear holding us back. With a fearless mindset, anything is possible.
I believe fear is what holds a lot of people back from achieving their goals. When I decided to join the Peace Corps, I had no fear. While I’d already had previous travel experience, I had no idea where they would send me. I simply went forward, into the unknown, without fear. When you set fear aside and let your body stride, you’ll float through the chaos on a feather bed, untouched, and unscathed.
We Are All Born Artists and Free
When I was a little boy, I loved to explore in the forest, building tepees with sticks, bridges with stones, and embracing the spirit of play. As I grow older, taking my photography more seriously, I believe I bogged myself down with expectations of making something great. Once I let go of this and embraced this childlike mindset, being an amateur snapshot photographer, I feel the most free I’ve ever been in my life. I think I may have started to take photography too seriously at a point, and it started to kill the joy of it all. Now I let go of any expectations, I don’t even care about the results, or the photos themselves. I’m simply enjoying the process of making things, embracing my creative spirit through play, like a child. We were all born free, with a creative mind, but society may structure us in a way to just conform, listen, and obey. I say, break all of the rules, and create anew.
Instagram is Digital Warfare
Instagram is for slaves.
“Check my Instagram comments to crowd source my self-esteem.” – Kanye West. Saint Pablo
When you’re enslaved to Instagram, you’re a slave to the advertisements, external validation, and comparison amongst other people. It’s such a cesspool at this point, sort of like pornography, where people become shameless and sell their souls or their bodies. Numbers go up, numbers go down, dopamine here, dopamine there. People showcase their highlight reels, use fake filters, and project an image of themselves that isn’t really true. The craziest part about using Instagram as a way to share your photographs is that you’re completely locked into the platform, and anybody without an Instagram account can’t even see the work. Just jump off the ship, make your own website, and tie yourself to the mast of your own raft.
We Are Bound to Gravity
I’m currently walking across the Benjamin Franklin Bridge as I write this. This structure reminds me of gravity and how we are bound to the ground by the force of physics. Humanity decided to build this bridge, working within the constraints of gravity, to go upwards and across this gigantic Delaware River. It’s astonishing what man can accomplish through sheer physical force and labor. I’m currently looking across the way, at structures such as the Comcast Tower or the Liberty Tower. While we elevate our bodies inside these offices, condos, and even walk or drive across this bridge, perhaps it is wise for us to remind ourselves that we are earthly people, bound to this ground, this plane of existence. While great artwork strives upwards to transcend this world, maybe the best street photographs remind us of how low to the ground we truly are.
You Can Do Anything
This world is open and endless. There are so many different experiences we can have in this lifetime, and I say we should not squander our time while we are alive. Life is too short to take the easy route, be comfortable, and be complacent. I seek to go beyond the horizon and explore endlessly. You could live to 120 years old and still not see and do everything that this world has to offer. Champion that. Uplift that. And allow this feeling of abundance to flow through you when you contemplate the infinite potential of your life. Maybe it’s best and most wise to treat each day like a mini lifetime. For any day can be your last.
Memento Mori.
“You are not special. You are not a beautiful and unique snowflake. You are the same decaying organic matter as everyone else, and we are all part of the same compost pile.” – Tyler Durden
While I enjoy this quote from Fight Club, I believe that you are special. Your DNA is unique to only you. You are dying and organic matter. But this entire compost pile is connected, and every individual part holds it together.
Music and Mood
We should become more mindful of the music we consume. Music has the ability to transform your emotions and your mood in an instantaneous moment. Most modern music these days is quite degenerate if I’m being honest, with violent and sexual lyrics that affect your soul at a low level. Let’s seek to listen to music only at times where we want to and need to. I personally stick to the Wanamaker Organ at 5:30 PM each day in Philadelphia. The music fills me with vitality, as it is the world’s largest playing pipe organ, and uplifts my spirit. I believe that the music we consume can have a negative impact on our emotional state, and it’s something that we should be more mindful of. By eliminating music throughout the day, I remain focused and undisturbed. I choose to listen to music towards the end of the day, before I go to eat and go to sleep. It’s a very meditative and practical way that I’ve found to enjoy music. Find ways to listen to music that you enjoy, and just be mindful of the music you consume in general. Or just start listening to the best music, such as the songs from birds in nature. 
Become In Tune With Nature
Every single morning, I go for a walk in nature. This is non-negotiable for me, as I find this is the best place to catch the sounds of the birds before the sun rises. As much as I love living in a city, if I am to go walk around the sidewalk right away, I will feel as though I am confined to a maze. The tall buildings block the sunlight, and I need an open space to start my day. By walking along the Schuylkill River Trail, and specifically standing at the top of the cliff behind the Philadelphia Museum of Art, I have a clear view of the horizon, the river, and the tree canopy. It’s a very beautiful place to start the day, as I become in tune with my circadian rhythm, my natural biological clock. By embracing nature, through walking, and absorbing more sunlight, my body becomes connected to nature itself, increasing my power, and helping me get deep and good sleep.
Armor Is Most Important
When I consider the story of David versus Goliath, and the way in which he armored himself with God, it has me thinking about armor itself. Perhaps armor is most critical, and the weapon we choose to use is not as important. For even a small slingshot was able to do the trick and have David win the battle.
I wield my camera as a sword, striking through the heart of chaos, revealing the soul of the street, creating visual order and harmony through the spontaneity of everyday life.
When you go forward with courage, or heart, you armor yourself with a protective force. Armor yourself with courage, and everything else will follow.
Fortune favors the bold. – Publius Syrus
When I think back on my best photographs of all time, they were the shots that required the most courage. The more courageous you become, the more bold and brazen you are, the more success you will find. It is true, fortune favors the bold.
I’m Built Different
I’m built different because I need chaos to thrive as an artist. There’s something peaceful about looking out towards the Delaware River, but the chaos and noise of the cars crossing the Benjamin Franklin Bridge fuels me. I love the chaos of the streets, the movement of the water, the unpredictable weather patterns, the spontaneous moments on a street corner, and the inevitable fate of my life, which is death itself. I don’t fear death. I just fear the pain associated with it, specifically if I were to drown right now. That would kind of suck. But, march onwards. I don’t sit still. I’m always moving. I’m always doing. I can’t stop. Don’t worry, I will carry the boats!
NPC vs. Player Character
I remember the good old days of playing Xbox 360, specifically Skyrim. I have very fond memories of Whiterun, interacting with the same NPC over and over again, purchasing goods, and selling daggers to them. They provided me with a lot of gold, and I was able to acquire my Daedric armor after lots of grinding. The NPC was always there, the non-playable character, somehow always accepting my daggers. They always had the same thing to say, with a smile on their face: “Hi, are you looking for any weapons, armor, potions?”
I remember glitching out of the map, going under the matrix, and stealing from the chest of these NPCs overnight. Maybe in real life, we should glitch out of the matrix, don’t follow the script, and just become the player character. As bad as it sounds, just treat everyone else like an NPC…
I Exist Outside the Passage of Time
When you slow your body down on the streets, and just watch people pass you by, it feels like everyone’s rushing. However, as I go slow, and let life flow towards me, I exist outside the passage of time. I’m not rushing anywhere! I’m simply a flâneur, enjoying the day, not a slave to time. I have nowhere to be, no email or text message to check, I’m just enjoying the moments as they are fleeting around me. Stop checking your clock, stop being a slave of time, take off the watch, and just leave the phone behind. Enjoy these moments, right here, right now.
Food Is Making People Sick
When I consider the word “restaurant,” and its etymology, meaning to restore, I feel like most restaurants don’t restore people. Most restaurants sell you slop, think of a salad bar, or a Chipotle, or any of those food courts, where they sell those prepackaged meals or have an assembly line to put together a meal for you. All this stuff is junk, slop, and not good for our souls. I think food is making us sick, and this is a problem. However, I believe that there are healing qualities to certain foods, such as beef. Maybe it’s most wise to just stop eating out altogether. Only cook meals at your own house, and put your hands on your own food. Don’t let anyone else cook for you.
Grateful to Be Alive
I’m so grateful to have a sun above my head, providing me with the energy I need to get through every day. I have meat in my fridge, and a meal that I will eat tonight. I have clean water that runs from a tap, and all I have to do is turn the sink on! I have two legs and can move my body through the world. I have a camera, an iPad, and the ability to create art. I have weightlifting equipment that increases my strength and keeps me moving forward with power. I have a roof over my head, a comfortable bed to sleep in. What else do I really need?
What Are You Spending Your Time Doing?
Become more mindful of what you’re spending your time doing. For myself, I need to spend the maximum amount of time working on my passions, such as photography. I can’t be distracted because that usually drains my battery or my energy. I find myself myself producing more than I consume these days. I can’t sit there and watch any TV show, movie, or social media, and find joy in it. I find joy in creation and exploration. I think a simple heuristic is to just create more than you consume. Maybe going forward, just become more mindful about what you are doing right here right now. Only focus on the things that you truly deem to be worthy of your time and that you care about.
The Meaning of Life
Maybe the meaning of life is just to live a life of meaning? What does that mean to you? What are the things that you would be doing to give your life meaning?
This answer for me is very simple: to create.
The Best Ideas Are Worth Stealing
Ideas and information are free. Let’s remember that. Why would you pay for a book when you can just find it online for free in a PDF file? Or, just go to the library. If you find good ideas, and you believe them to be the best, why not just steal them?
Go Primal
There’s a scene from Fight Club where Tyler Durden gets the fight club members to tediously tend a garden. There’s something about this return to the primal way of life that intrigues me. You could say I’m in my garden phase, embracing my primal ways, and finding meaning in it. The rejection of the modern world, depicted in Fight Club, and embracing the primal way of life, is something I truly resonate with, and find that it gives my life way more meaning. I’m glad I started practicing horticulture, because it is way more fulfilling than sitting in an office. We all have different preferences, but I certainly know mine. I’ve practiced horticulture in Israeli kibbutzim, and enjoyed working in aquaculture, and in various farms and outdoors while a Peace Corps volunteer in Zambia.
How to Achieve Chaotic Frenzy
Just slam four shots of espresso, do some pull-ups and push-ups, some squats, slap on a weighted vest, and go for a walk. Oh, and just start rambling to a GoPro. You’re bound to come up with some weird ideas.
Babies Are Born Without Shoes
Babies come into this world without shoes; maybe we should leave without them too? Or, just buy a pair of Vibram FiveFingers EL-X shoes!
Also, children have no preconceived notions. Let’s embrace the spirit of play, like a child, and just play more. Fun is the goal!
How to Be Happy?
It doesn’t cost anything to smile. I think the simplest trick to increasing your happiness is to smile more. Even if you don’t feel like smiling, just start smiling, and feel the physiological effect of it. It’s inevitable that you will start to feel better, and fill your day with laughter. I believe that the more you laugh, the happier you become. Laughter is bliss. Healthy people laugh and smile more.
Epictetus

Epictetus was a Greek Stoic philosopher who lived from around 50 AD to 135 AD. Born as a slave in Hierapolis, Phrygia (modern-day Pamukkale, Turkey), he eventually gained his freedom and became one of the most influential Stoic philosophers of his time. His teachings were not written down by him but were recorded by his student, Arrian, in works such as the “Discourses” and the “Enchiridion” (also known as the “Handbook”).
Key Aspects of Epictetus’ Philosophy:
- Control and Acceptance:
- Epictetus emphasized the importance of distinguishing between what is within our control and what is not. He taught that we should focus on our own actions, thoughts, and reactions, and accept what we cannot change.
- Inner Freedom:
- True freedom, according to Epictetus, comes from within. By controlling our desires and aversions and aligning our will with nature, we can achieve inner peace and freedom from external circumstances.
- Role of Reason:
- He believed that reason is a crucial aspect of human nature and that we should use it to guide our actions and decisions. Rational thinking helps us live in accordance with nature and achieve a virtuous life.
- Virtue and Happiness:
- For Epictetus, virtue is the highest good and the key to happiness. Living virtuously means acting with wisdom, courage, justice, and temperance, which leads to a fulfilled and content life.
- Detachment from External Goods:
- Epictetus taught that external goods such as wealth, fame, and health are not inherently good or bad. Our attitude towards these externals determines their impact on our well-being. By maintaining detachment, we can remain resilient in the face of adversity.
- Practical Ethics:
- His teachings are highly practical, providing guidance on how to live a good life through daily practices, self-reflection, and disciplined behavior. The “Enchiridion” is a concise manual of his ethical principles.
Legacy:
Epictetus’ ideas have had a lasting influence on Western philosophy and continue to be relevant today. His teachings on resilience, self-control, and the importance of inner freedom have inspired many, including notable figures such as the Roman Emperor Marcus Aurelius, whose own writings reflect Stoic principles, and modern thinkers in the fields of psychology and self-help.
His works are still widely read and appreciated for their practical wisdom and profound insights into human nature and the art of living well.
Here are some of the most famous quotes attributed to Epictetus:
- On Control:
- “We cannot choose our external circumstances, but we can always choose how we respond to them.”
- On Happiness:
- “Happiness and freedom begin with a clear understanding of one principle: Some things are within our control, and some things are not.”
- On Inner Peace:
- “People are not disturbed by things, but by the views they take of them.”
- On Wisdom:
- “It is impossible for a man to learn what he thinks he already knows.”
- On Contentment:
- “Wealth consists not in having great possessions, but in having few wants.”
- On Adversity:
- “The greater the difficulty, the more glory in surmounting it. Skillful pilots gain their reputation from storms and tempests.”
- On Philosophy:
- “First say to yourself what you would be; and then do what you have to do.”
- On Self-Discipline:
- “No man is free who is not master of himself.”
- On Virtue:
- “Freedom is the only worthy goal in life. It is won by disregarding things that lie beyond our control.”
- On Perception:
- “It’s not what happens to you, but how you react to it that matters.”
These quotes encapsulate the core principles of Stoic philosophy, emphasizing control over one’s own mind and actions, the pursuit of virtue, and the importance of perception in dealing with life’s challenges.
How I iPad
The easiest and fastest street photography workflow possible
- Shoot with a Ricoh GRIII or Ricoh GRIIIx
- Use Small JPEG High Contrast Black and White
- Open iPad Pro Photos App
- Import photos from SD Card using USBC to SD Reader
- Create a folder with the date, eg: (July 21, 2024)
- Favorite photos using the 3×3 grid thumbnail view
- Cull through favorites and add to a monthly selections folder eg: (July 2024)
- Cull through monthly selections folder and add to a year folder eg: (2024)
- Upload all daily selections from yearly folder to google photos
- Onto the next one!
The intersection between order and chaos

The intersection between order and chaos
When I set out for the day, I make sure to embrace the spirit of play. For life is too short to take it so seriously. Chaos is the name of the game, and what elevates the seemingly banal, boring, or mundane. Through movement, we are always in flux, ever changing.

A rolling stone gathers no moss – Publius Syrus
What is motivation, but merely the movement of your two legs? When I consider photography, I believe that the ultimate goal is to walk more, to move more, and experience more. For the more that you walk, the more that you will see, and the more that you will see and experience, the more that you will ultimately photograph.
Is this not our aim as photographers? Is this not our ultimate goal?
So, with this in mind, I say, move!  Let’s never sit still, remain stagnant, or complacent. Let’s embrace the chaotic nature of life, and champion it. As street photographers, we thrive in chaos, the unknown, and the spontaneous.
We must embrace the Dionysian spirit
Trust your gut and follow your intuition. I believe that we all possess a Godlike intuition, and maybe it is Dionysius himself. We should embrace the primal urges within us, following our desires, with ecstasy and intoxication.
Considering Dionysius was the god of wine and fertility, he’s often depicted being worshiped by men and women, intoxicated, partying, or drunk. I think we can still embrace this Dionysian spirit without the use of drugs or alcohol. However, maybe we should just slam four shots of espresso? I guess that’s considered a drug, but it’s fair game to me! 
Life, the world, the streets are my drugs. The multifaceted complexities, the simple sensual experience, sights, sounds, and smells, fuel me with ecstasy. For life is unpredictable, and we never know when it will be our last. Just wake up early in the morning, before the sun rises, and listen to thebirds sing, it’s like you’re having a communion with the gods. So let’s champion this day, dance through the streets with ecstasy, and praise our new God, Dionysius.
I don’t want to be human 
Being human is boring? When you think of a human, especially in modernity, what do they merely do, but consume? I say, let’s destroy, and create again!
When I was a kid, I remember spending time in the backyard, in the grass, looking at ant colonies, and how they marched one by one into the anthill.  There was something instinctual in me when I was a child, when I was exploring nature, to play, tinker, and destroy. I would dissect the caterpillars, slugs, and even use a magnifying glass to burn down the colonies. I have always been curious about the natural world and living creatures around me. I would also build bridges with stones, tipis with sticks, and explore the forest.
As a child, you don’t really have any concepts of life or death, but are merely curious about life itself. I will never forget when I first learned about the angel of death during one of my classes in Catholic school as a young boy. From what I remember, it was during one of our arts and crafts projects, where we were coloring pictures of angels, and the angel of death was one of them. I don’t know why, but it haunted me, and I remember getting bad sleep that night. I went into my mothers room, into the bathroom, looking at the mirror, at myself, questioning my mortality, and if I will die one day. 
Maybe it is when you set the fear of death aside, that you can truly be free?
Stay out of the shade 
Think of a boulder, a rock, perfectly positioned by the river, in the shade. It is almost inevitable that this rock will grow moss, for the environment is damp, and the conditions are ideal for moss to thrive. Over time, the moss will grow over the rock, creating a soft and green cover, a cozy blanket for this hard surface. 
It is very easy for humans to become accustomed to comfortable and cozy conditions, such as air conditioning, or the cool breeze in the shade. These external factors, make man soft, like the moss growing on a rock. However, let’s remain hard, like a rock.
Detach from the outcome
Man is emotional, but maybe sometimes overly emotional. It is inevitable, that certain words, actions, or even thoughts can bubble up inside you, causing an emotional reaction.
Consider the endocrine system and the way our hormones are secreted throughout our bloodstream and bodies. The way our hormones fire, and trigger the different parts of our body, organs, brain, and as men, testicles affect our metabolism, development, and mood.
I think we must pay attention to what we consume more, in the context of both food, and media. Whether it’s text messages, emails, videos, news, or the processed junk that’s filling the grocery stores these days. All of this stuff will influence the way that you feel. The more you shed these external distractions, this moss, the harder you rock will become.
“Man’s character is his fate.” – Heraclitus
In the myth of Sisyphus, he was punished by Zeus, to move a boulder uphill, only to have it roll back down over and over again, before he reaches the top, participating in futile labor for all of eternity. 
It may seem frustrating, depressing even, to never reach your goals, but what if we learn to love the pain, the suffering, the ups, and the downs. Then what?
I believe by championing all of the emotions, with vigor, and strength, we can become superhuman. Perhaps it is only then, that we become the true übermensch. 
Amor Fati – Friedrich Nietzsche
Pain is inevitable. Heartbreak is inevitable. Suffering is inevitable. When you recognize this fate, and love it, nothing can hurt you, nothing can break your spirit, and your lust for life will remain unquenchable!
Take all of the arrows 
When I was in high school, I used to come home, and play League of Legends. My favorite character was blitzcrank, a near indestructible robot. I would rush through the lanes, taking all of the shots from the champions, turrets and minions. Blitzcrank was a tank and support champion. I loved armoring him, with the maximum defense as possible, using his shield, and taking all the shots for my teammates. I would simply be the protector, the support character, using his grappling hook to pull the enemy in, taking all of the damage, and letting the rest of my team follow through with the kill.
So, who do we sacrifice ourselves for if we have no team?
Maybe self sacrifice is a virtue after all, but I choose to sacrifice myself for myself. 
Why you should make a home gym
One of the greatest decisions I made during the Covid pandemic was creating a home gym. I went to rogue.com, purchased a squat rack, some adjustable dumbbells, barbell, and plates. Because of the gym shutdowns, it just made sense to me, as I’ve always been very passionate about health and fitness. Now, I’m really grateful I’ve done so, because now when I wake up in the morning, I can hit the gym right away, without the need of a gym membership, or wasting time walking to a gym, dealing with all of the people there. Personally, I enjoy the comfort of working out in silence, on my own, without any distractions. The most recent item I added to my gym is the rogue 40 pound plate carrier. This thing is a beast, and I’ve been wearing it for one week now, going for an hour walk in the morning.  this was probably the best thing I’ve added to my home gym set up, because I love going for my morning walk, and after hitting some pull ups, dips, push-ups, squats, etc. I can then go for a simple stroll, focusing on my posture, through an intensive full body experience, wearing the vest. I think anything that requires your body to move through weightlifting is probably the most optimal strategy to increasing our strength. For the past two years, I’ve been doing a farmers walk with 80 pound dumbbells in the morning, simply picking them up, walking them out, and putting them back down. I believe this has influenced the way I think about strength and health, as perhaps grip strength, and being able to simply hold these two heavy dumbbells by your side, and walk with them, is the ultimate sign of strength.
One of my biggest changes in the past two years is my diet.  i’ve embraced a 100% carnivore diet, eating only red meat for two years now. Before that, I would pretty much just eat anything. I would go to chipotle, the old Nelson and Philadelphia, eat sandwiches, fruits, vegetables, starches, etc. I never really thought about my diet at all. However, what I can tell you is, since adopting a 100% carnivore diet, I’ve actually seen gains from my fitness journey. I’ve always had strength, and a decent physique, but nothing like what I have now. It’s actually crazy how only a few months after being on the carnivore diet, completely transformed my body. It makes me never wanna stop, as I found the perfect solution for me, as I am a photographer, always out, exploring, and don’t really like taking the time out to eat during the day. I just fast, no breakfast, or lunch, and then at the end of the day, feast like a God. I believe through increasing my power, by weightlifting, and eating more, I’m becoming a stronger photographer. 
Hypertrophy
Strong photographer, strong photographs. 
It is inevitable that you will become a stronger photographer, through increasing your physical strength. Consider weightlifting, and hypertrophy. The more you fire, those muscles, both visual and physical, the more gains you will see in the gym. But it’s only after a lot of time, and putting in the effort, that you’ll ever see the results. When you embrace the streets, and photography, we should think of it this way too. Through practicing weightlifting and street photography, you remain resilient. By embracing the process, and understanding how much time practicing is required to see results, you can move onward, detached from the outcome. Just enjoy the process, the experience of both lifting, and shooting, daily, with repetition, and it is inevitable that over time, you will become a stronger photographer. 
Cameras and gear
I believe if Bresson was alive today, he would be using a Ricoh GRIII. Think of agility, movement, and the compact nature of the Ricoh, being a lightweight solution for the streets. 
“A velvet hand, a hawk’s eye—these we should all have.” – Henri Cartier-Bresson
Photography is both a visual game and a physical pleasure. We must have a sharp, visual acuity, a keen sense for geometry, form, and shapes, as much as we are in tune with our physical body, movement, and remaining delicate on the streets.
Put on your dancing shoes, and pick up a pair of Vibram Five Finger EL-X. Shoes are something that we overlook at street photographers, and maybe not talked about as much? As much as cameras, lenses, and accessories are intriguing to most photographers, I believe that shoes are the most critical. With barefoot shoes, you remain nimble, connected to the earth, the ground below you, the streets, and are one with the concrete. It sounds woo woo, or mystical, but I believe it’s true through my empirical experience of using the shoes.  you really do enter this Zen like meditative practice of walking through the world, recognizing the patterns of both nature, and human behavior, from the ground up.
The Ricoh GRIII, on a wrist wrap, becomes the truest extension of your hand, your body, and your eye. You almost forget that you have a camera with you, and simply become one with the camera itself. If Bresson was alive today, he’d be rocking the Vibram Five Finger shoes and a Ricoh on a wrist strap. 
Get rid of the old 

During my recent trip to Hanoi, Vietnam, I hit a breaking point in my photography. I spent a lot of time, waking up really early, joining in with the locals in some yoga, looking out towards this tranquil lake. I remember noticing how vibrant and lively the community was around this lake, and how the streets would close down on the weekends, and families would gather. There were so many happy, smiling faces, mothers and fathers with her children, and just good vibes overall.  I started to question my life, photography, philosophy, and how to move forward.
I think I hit a wall with my previous practice, and so when I came home to United States, I went straight to New York City, to B&H, and sold all of my Fujifilm camera equipment, and replaced it with the Ricoh.
I think what I’ve realized is, as much as I am an active participant in life, getting closer and closer to life, both physically and emotionally, throughout all of my travels, I truly was the bystander, or the observer. While I am on the front lines of life, with my camera, there was something about my process that actually made me feel like I was on the sidelines, just watching other peoples lives. I’ve sacrificed personal development, personal life, time with friends, family, etc, in pursuit of my own artistic practice.  While I am grateful I have put in so much time and dedication to it, I know that it’s time to move on.
I now treat my photography practice as a personal diary, just documenting my everyday life, no matter how mundane, or boring it may be. I’m more into the Vivian Maier approach nowadays, just shooting what catches my fancy, or sparks my own personal curiosities. I’m no longer interested in the “art of photography, if that makes any sense. I’m just interested in life, and living my own personal life, to the fullest. I decided to move on from my past ways of doing things, and approach to life in general.
At this point, I’m just heading onward, into the unknown, photographing for the sake of photographing because I absolutely love to and have to. I have an insatiable lust for life, and recognize that there is so much to experience. I just remind myself that life is outside of my window, on the front lines of life. I simply use my camera as the excuse to get me there.








































































































































