The Will to Produce


The Will to Produce

Make money, but don’t spend it
Conserve your energy, this body isn’t rented

Fat, blood, and the power of the sun
I have the will to produce, but I do not run

I simply march onward, into the unknown
With optimism in my heart and bright light to show

Just avoid the shadow, and never sit still
I don’t need no steroids, I don’t need no pills
My body is the vehicle, and I’m full of will

The Franklin Tree

The Franklinia alatamaha, commonly known as the Franklin tree, is a rare flowering plant in the tea family (Theaceae). It is known for its beautiful, camellia-like white flowers and glossy green leaves that turn vibrant shades of red, orange, and purple in the fall. Here are some key points about the Franklin tree:

  1. Discovery and Naming: The Franklin tree was discovered by John and William Bartram along the Altamaha River in Georgia in the 1760s. They named the tree in honor of their friend Benjamin Franklin.
  2. Habitat and Extinction in the Wild: The Franklin tree was last observed in the wild in 1803 and is considered extinct in its natural habitat. All known specimens today are descendants of the seeds collected by the Bartrams and propagated in cultivation.
  3. Appearance: The Franklin tree can grow to about 10-20 feet tall. It has large, fragrant, white flowers with yellow stamens that bloom in late summer to early fall. Its leaves are dark green, turning to striking fall colors.
  4. Cultivation: The Franklin tree is cultivated for ornamental purposes and can be grown in USDA hardiness zones 5-8. It prefers well-drained, acidic soil and a location with full sun to partial shade. The tree is also known for its sensitivity to soil and moisture conditions, making it somewhat challenging to grow.
  5. Significance: The Franklin tree is valued for its historical significance and beauty. It represents a successful conservation effort through cultivation, despite its extinction in the wild.
  6. Conservation: Efforts to grow and maintain Franklin trees continue in botanical gardens and arboretums, ensuring that this unique species survives for future generations to appreciate.

The Franklin tree remains a symbol of botanical history and the importance of plant conservation.

Don’t bleed

Don’t Bleed

Let us not forget that we are currently on a big rock, spinning in the darkness, orbiting around a ball of fire, into the void, the unknown. What am I most grateful for?

The sun.

The body is a battery and the sun is the charger. Anytime I spend in the sun, I can feel my soul increasing in power, with energy, and I feel stronger, faster, and harder. Perhaps this is the ultimate goal of a human being, to evolve? To become harder, faster, stronger?

Blood is Energy

I’m currently walking along the Schuylkill River Trail, with a 40-pound plate carrier by Rogue. The weight of these plates is pushing down on my shoulders, my body, my legs, and my feet, with the Vibram Five Finger ELX barefoot shoes on. My focus every single day is longevity and increasing my physical body’s strength. Walking with this vest on for an hour feels like a great cardio workout, where I can feel my breath rate increase, the blood pumping from my heart and rushing through my body, becoming more vascular, with a low body fat percentage, where you can see the veins coming from my arms. The blood that is pumping throughout my body is distributing oxygen and nutrients to all of my vital organs, providing me with the energy and vitality I need to thrive.

I have the blood of Achilles rushing through my veins.

When I wake up in the morning, I have an insatiable lust for life, a lust for battle. I often wake up with too much energy that I must start exerting immediately, around 4 AM. I slam some espressos, grab my camera, and hit the streets right away. Maybe it’s because I’ve been eating a 100% red meat, carnivore diet for two years now. The iron in red meat is critical for the production of hemoglobin, the protein in red blood cells that binds oxygen and transports it throughout your body. The vitamin B12 found in meat increases the production of red blood cells in my body. If you are deficient in this critical vitamin, you become anemic. Walking around a modern city, observing the physical bodies of other people, it is quite obvious that we are becoming anemic. We have pale skin, hunched backs, and are denying our physical bodies for material wealth. Sitting down for eight hours per day under fluorescent lighting, confined to the box and air conditioning, is certainly no way to live your life. Just think of a mouse and keyboard and the way that we operate technology. To me, if I use a mouse and keyboard for even a half hour to an hour, I can feel the muscles in my arms and hands cramp up. No wonder so many people have hunched backs these days. As much as I believe that technology can improve our everyday lives and help us evolve, becoming faster, stronger, and harder, I also believe that technology can inhibit us, denying our physical bodies.

What is our new goal? To become robust.

Augment Your Body

Fear is what limits us as humans. We have the fear of the future, anxiety about monetary gains and losses, and the unknown, generally. When I was a young boy, I would ride my bike for miles on end, when I was around 11 years old, going 50 miles, 60 miles, on my bike. I’ve always had this call to adventure within me, my physical body, to get me out there in the world. Perhaps the use of a bike is similar to that of being an augmented human. Consider the way that we use vehicles, cars, planes, or even computers. We augment our reality through the technology itself. The simple use of a camera and photographing life provides the user with the ability to create art or even connect with people through FaceTime across the globe. The advancements of technology change the way that we work and do things. My critique of the mayor’s recent decision to send everybody to the office five days per week is that it’s the ultimate denial of human potential. Maybe the city should issue standing desks for every single office building in the city?

Ignore Fear

Fear of the unknown is something that we must set aside.

Think of the TV, the news, the media, and all of the negative things that are portrayed upon the screens these days. I say, this is merely fear, and hatred. The more that we talk about Donald Trump, and how much we hate Donald Trump, how much he is a Nazi, tyrant, etc., the more hate you’re fueling into the mass population of people around us. The more negativity and fear that we promote, the more hateful and negative the people will be. It is inevitable that the media’s reaction to figures in politics influences the energy that is displayed in reality. I see people in the streets constantly protesting things that have nothing to do with our immediate city or Commonwealth. People become so wrapped up in an alternate world, or matrix, that they make rash decisions in the physical flesh. Think of the shooter attempting to assassinate Donald Trump. I think that all of the hatred the media has portrayed of him bubbled up to that moment. Maybe the media? They promoted enough fear and hate that that negative energy manifested in reality.

Swim with the Sharks

During my trip to Belize in Central America, I swam with sharks. My friend and I went snorkeling, and towards the end of the trip, the tour guides gave us pieces of meat and had us jump into the water with sharks and feed them directly in their mouths. This is one of the craziest things I’ve ever done before, as I’ve always been afraid of the ocean since I was a young boy. However, when you set fear aside, and simply move onward, without hesitation, you float through strife and chaos on a feather bed, coming out unscathed, untouched.

Why Shame?

Have you noticed the trend towards the unnatural and the ugly?

During one of my recent trips to Miami, I noticed so many women with Botox, fake lips, injections in their butts, their boobs, etc. The physical bodies of people are starting to evolve in strange and funny ways. But why?

Maybe this is where the advertisements, celebrities, and beauty become distorted through notions of shame? My thought is, we compare ourselves way too much to unrealistic expectations, which then influences people to purchase pharmaceuticals, even partaking in medical procedures that alter their bodies. Think of that new drug or injection thing that apparently helps with weight loss? There are so many ads that I see now for these injections and unnatural things to change our bodies…

What are we to do about this?

I guess we have to just let other people be degenerates. Just don’t pay any attention to it, and just go your own way? I think it’s okay for people to choose what they want to do with their bodies, however, when it comes to the switch of hormones, transgender treatments, these things are not good and will clearly affect the mental health of the patient. If somebody wants to alter their physical appearance, fine, we have the freedom to choose to do whatever we want to do with our bodies, inject steroids, botox, etc. But if you would like to change the physiological makeup of your hormones, and what makes you a male or a female, biologically, thinking of sex, well then maybe this is where we should draw the line?

The Weak Envy the Strong?

If you are physically strong, perhaps it is inevitable that the weak will envy you. When I walk around the streets with my shirt off, short shorts on, and no shoes, people look me up and down, and sometimes try to press me. I’ve had people approach me, and ask if I’m trying to flex on them or something. However, I’m just walking my own way, shining in the sunlight, basking in my own glory. It’s not my fault you’re so weak and ugly?

In Praise of Modernity

We bled George Washington to death.

So when I was a young boy, biking to Valley Forge, I spent time looking at the monuments, the log cabins, and exploring this national historic park. It reminds me of George Washington, his troops, and the Revolutionary War. However, I’m curious about George Washington, being the founding father, the first president of the United States. He was a revolutionary hero, and somebody that I’m inspired by. However, we bled him to death?

Apparently, George Washington was sick with a throat infection, and the treatment that we used was bloodletting. Bloodletting is the process of removing blood from the physical body. We essentially drained him of his physiological energy and killed him. This is not good and certainly reminds me of how grateful I am to be alive during this time, with technological advancements that can enhance the way that we practice surgery.

When I was a volunteer in Zambia, Africa, I witnessed the practice of bloodletting. Because there are not many technological advancements in the field of medicine in these villages, inhabitants often resort to drastic measures. There are many deaths of children, and specifically, a young 11-year-old girl, was sick. Because she was sick, her father decided to practice bloodletting, cutting her body throughout her arms, face, legs, removing all the blood from her body. She had blood in her eyes, and eventually died.

In Belize, I saw the remnants of sacrifice.

During my trip to Belize in Central America, I went on a tour throughout the caves, where the Mayans practiced sacrifices of babies. They would kill the babies, drain their blood, cutting their bodies, and leave the skulls along the walls of the caves. I remember seeing these skulls, rowing through the cave on a river with a small boat, looking at the looming shadows, casting on the walls in the dark and eerie place.

Go Against the Grain

Over time, humans have learned to fly planes. Every time I step foot on a plane and travel to a new place, I’m always astonished by this phenomenon. I always remind myself, I’m currently flying through time and space right now, essentially teleporting to a new world. It’s one of the most amazing technological advancements in human history. When I was in Miami recently, I saw robot dogs delivering food.

Apparently, people kiss their dogs? This is really gross.

Also, consider waking up in the morning, and checking Instagram. This is the equivalent of pooping, wiping, and smearing it all over the place and on your face? Do you want poop on your face? No, delete your Instagram.

Anyway, what is the function of a small business these days?

Every time I visit Barnes & Noble to browse the books, I check the price on Amazon, and it’s always 50% cheaper. Maybe we should just go to the library for books? Information should be free.

During a recent trip to the bank, I deposited a check. This process took such a long time. It reminded me of why I love mobile banking, and can simply scan a check, this piece of paper, and have it directly deposited into my account. It’s way faster, requires less effort, and no interaction with another human being, or an intermediary. The problem with the bankers, and the tellers, specifically, is that they just ask you to sign up for a survey? They always make you go on your email, sign some survey, and even upon having a further conversation with them, I learned that the bank teller has to work two jobs. After her shift on a Friday night, she said that she was going to work until 3 AM at another gig. This is crazy, how can you be a banker, working two jobs, just to get by? Maybe she really is dedicated to enhancing her career, but to me, this is alarming. If a banker has to work two jobs just to get by, and can’t just relax on her Friday night, what does this mean?

Bureaucratic systems provide so much friction in life.

To be honest, these bureaucratic systems we put in place, whether it’s waiting in line for the bank teller, or at the DMV, provide so much friction in life. It’s such a slow and grueling process that nobody enjoys. Perhaps we must go faster, stronger, and harder with these systems that we create. So what is the solution? What technology can we use to enhance the way that we make payments, and conserve our economic energy?

We currently rely on paper, fiat currency, that is printed by the government at an unlimited rate. It is inevitable that we will see inflation, just check the prices of any house these days, it’s completely unattainable to afford. So what if we don’t spend our money, desire to conserve our energy, and not drain our blood?

Conserve Energy

Let’s think more about energy and how we can conserve it. One simple solution is increasing the amount of fat and protein that you eat. By eating more red meat and fatty red meat, we increase our energy. Stop thinking about calories, but consider fat as stored energy. Technically a person with a high body fat percentage can go a long period of time without food. Maybe we too should fast, just skip breakfast and lunch, and eat one massive meal before you go to sleep. Anytime I eat throughout the day, especially in the morning, or too early, you can feel your energy depleting, you become sluggish, with brain fog. Let’s increase the amount of time we spend in bed, sleeping, and just get to bed as early as possible.

SEAP (Sleep Early As Possible)

Let’s try to sleep for at least eight hours per night, so that we can wake up feeling refreshed and full of energy. Let’s spend more time moving and not sit still, stagnant, denying our physical bodies. If somebody tells you to sit down and take orders, just say no. Now, which path in life will you find yourself on?

In terms of economic energy, money, just don’t spend it. Only purchase the bare necessities, such as meat, salt, and rent. The only other things that man really needs are an iPad and Ricoh GR, to give life deeper meaning through the creation of art, and perhaps some weightlifting equipment, such as a weighted vest and barefoot shoes.

Consider evolution, increasing your power, and conserving your energy more. As a photographer, this starts from the ground up, from your feet, your legs, your posture. By focusing on strength, we can increase the strength of our photographs. The stronger you are physically, the more confident you are in your ability to move, explore, and create.

Remember that the sun is the ultimate source of energy.

By increasing the amount of sunlight that you absorb in the day, you store more energy in your body, similar to that of a plant. Let’s evolve, making our bodies formidable, faster, harder, and stronger.

Driven by Courage

Driven by Courage

My body is the vehicle and I am driven by courage

The human body is the ultimate vehicle, driven by the courage to move, adapt, and evolve, whether through nature or technology.


Motivation

At the core is the Latin root “motus,” which means “motion” or “movement.”

When I consider motivation, movement, it derives from the ground, from your two legs, moving, through the world. When thinking of motivation, think internally, about your body, and how we can frame this notion without relying on the external world. In this modern world we use vehicles, such as bikes, cars, busses, trains, or even planes, to transport our bodies. However, what if your physical body, is the ultimate vehicle?

In the context of photography, movement and motivation is critical to consider. The more that you move, the more that you see, and the more that you see, the more that you photograph. Is this not the ultimate goal of a photographer, to make more photographs? So perhaps we must consider walking more, and the photographs will follow. 

Consider our physical body, movement, and the human being. We are bipedal, stand upright, have a tall spine, and the capability of walking long distances as we were once hunter gatherers, millions of years ago. Our posture allows us to have a clear, panopticon view of our surroundings, so that we can spot potential prey and danger. Perhaps the most critical body part of the human being are the muscles in our legs as they are what move us first and foremost, to get food. However, to move, you must be driven by courage, or your heart.

Courage

This Old French word is derived from the Latin word “cor,” which means “heart.”

When you think of a photograph, perhaps you imagine a print, light on surface, a moment, memory, a story. However, when I consider the photographs that I make, I believe that they are merely a reflection of my courage, or my heart.

Why?

A photographer is required to position themselves on the front lines of life, on the arena, or the street, both physically and emotionally, with courage and curiosity at the forefront. The photographs I make become a reflection of my lust for life itself. 

The first thing that I learned about practicing photography and new locations is that you must set your body in motion without preconceived notions of what you will find. What this means is, do no prior research, and simply move your body, into the unknown.

While I studied in Jerusalem, I wanted to photograph the wall that separates Israel and Palestine. Initially, I googled the news and researched about Camp Shu’fat in East Jerusalem. Everything I learned was negative, setting fear in my body and soul. I was hesitant to enter this location, however, through mustering up some courage, I moved onward, through the checkpoint, and walked around this looming wall. Photographing the wall, a rock flew from the hillside, and smacked me on the back of my leg. A young boy threw it at me, and that actually hurt quite a lot. Despite this pain, and fear of confrontation or physical harm, it was resilient and I kept going back day after day. I began to become more playful, beatboxing in the streets, arm wrestling with strangers, eating food and drinking coffee, entering homes, praying in mosques, and even boxing with a young Palestinian man.

By putting my heart on my sleeve, with courage at the forefront, and fear set aside, a beautiful and spontaneous moment occurred at the wall. A young Palestinian boy threw a baby stroller at the wall, creating a looming shadow, and a peculiar image that asks questions, something greater than I could’ve ever imagined. I believe that this photograph, this moment, is merely a reflection of my courage, positioning myself on the front lines of life. I was only able to make this photograph through courage, moving my physical body closer to life itself. I even climbed on top of the wall, and conquered this location. 

Perhaps there is no more land left for man to conquer, but we can dominate within the realm of art and photography through the digital world.


The evolution of man was an act of courage?

Around 2.5 million years ago, during the Stone Age, when human beings first began making tools, crafting bows, and arrows, perhaps was when the human spark of courage was born. We mustered up the courage to experiment and innovate. The creation of tools help us cut and chop, providing us with an innovative solution to food security.  Learning to manage a fire was perhaps the most courageous leap in our evolutionary history. Fire provides humans warmth and protection to survive the cold nights. Fire also provides heat, allowing us to cook food, nourishing our bodies after hunting our prey.


Mythos

During one of my trips to Israel, I visited the Valleh Elah, where the famous battle between David and Goliath took place. I spent time exploring some ancient caves, discovering pieces of clay pots scattered throughout the dirt from around the time of the Bronze Age. The story of David, a small shepherd boy, overcoming the giant, goliath, in a battle, was the ultimate act of courage. While this small boy is seemingly weaker than his opponent, the use of a slingshot with a small rock was enough for him to win the battle. By armoring himself with God, courage, heart, and moving onward into the chaos, the unknown, with the precision of a headshot, defeated Goliath, and used his sword behead him. By armoring himself with courage, David went from being a mere shepard to the king of Israel. 

Last summer, in 2023, when I visited Florence, I enjoyed looking at the sculpture of David, Hercules, and Achilles. The stories of these heroes become an archetype that man can use for inspiration to strive to be like and become greater than themselves. When I consider David, I recognize the importance of faith and bravery. While Achilles is an inspirational hero, it reminds us that despite being a debit card, we all have tragic flaws, his being uncontrollable wrath. When I view the sculpture in Florence of the death of Achilles in the arms of Ajax, it reminds me of the transient nature of life, and that death can be a beautiful part of our human nature.

Logos

Perhaps to overcome the fear of death is the zenith of what it means to be courageous. By overcoming this fear, humans can transcend that of a mere mortal, and become a demigod, similar to Achilles, through the legacy they leave behind. These stories remind me that death is a natural part of life, and that by accepting our mortality, we can live life more virtuously.

As a photographer, maybe you cannot live forever, but you can make a photograph.


Transcendence

The word “transcendence” comes from the Latin verb “transcendere”, which means “to climb over” or “to surpass.” It is a combination of the prefix “trans-”, meaning “across” or “beyond,” and the verb “scandere”, meaning “to climb.”

Everyday I enjoy listening to the Wanamaker Organ in Philadelphia as it is the largest playing pipe organ in the world and sounds twice per day at 12 -!: 5:30 for a free show. I believe that this is one of mankind’s greatest artistic achievements and am very grateful to have a place to appreciate beautiful art.  When I consider art, and beauty, perhaps its ultimate goal is to go beyond this world, to an uplift the human spirit to a new height. When I look up at the Wanamaker Oregon, positioned at a high elevation, standing in front of a tall, eagle sculpture, built of bronze, and every feather rot by hand, underneath a high and elevated ceiling, my soul is uplifted and fueled with vitality. I believe that architecture, sculpture, and music, are the Apex of beauty and art, and the experience of listening to the Wanamaker Oregon is transcendental. 

While walking around the beauty department in the Wanamaker building, I was admiring the columns, lamps, and details of the ceiling. I noticed a series of plaques that describe the motto of the 13 colonies of the United States of America. New York’s motto read, “Excelsior” which means “to strive for greatness.”

The word “excelsior” comes from the Latin adjective “excelsus”, which means “high,” “lofty,” or “elevated.”

This notion, to strive for greatness, is perhaps what motivates an artist. This idea, resonates with me deeply, as I seek to go beyond myself, striving for the lofty, the elevated, or even the transcendental within the photographs that I make. Is this possible through the medium of photography?

Pathos

The word “pathos” (πάθος) in ancient Greek means “suffering,” “experience,” “emotion,” or “feeling.”

While listening to the Organ, I’m reminded of my grandmother, who worked in the beauty department within the Wanamaker building. I think to myself, perhaps she listened to this organ when she was around on earth, and pay homage to her by listening to this organ every day. She was a very devout Catholic who attended church every single day. By her bedside, where I currently reside now, she kept a table, filled with pictures of all of her friends that she lost along her lifetime. She would always describe to me how her friends were in heaven now, and were guardian angels watching over her. 

Soul

My brother used to play the piano song, “Heart and Soul” composed by Hoagy Carmichae, and my grandmother would sing along.

Heart and soul, I fell in love with you,
Heart and soul, the way a fool would do,
Madly!

While the song is primarily about romantic love, it has me contemplate what a soul is. 

The term “soul” is derived from the Old English word “sawol” or “sawel,” which referred to the spiritual and emotional part of a person, as distinct from the physical body.

I think, therefore I am?

When I contemplate what “soul” is, I come to the conclusion that it must be the connection between your mind and your physical body. However, are these two entities separate? Without the mind, how can we perceive the physical world around us? When I think about a soul, I mostly think about a physical body. Also, the physical body becomes a reflection of the connection between your mind and your body, or your soul. 

A thought experiment:

Person A: Smokes, vapes, drinks alcohol, soda, eats artificial flavored foods, fake sweeteners, processed food, and eats McDonald’s

Person B: Eats animal based protein, grass fed beef, organ meat, cage free eggs, and organic foods

Why does this matter?

The things that we consume, become a reflection of our soul. The more junk you consume, it is inevitable that your physical body will become weaker, or even uglier.

A beautiful body is a beautiful soul. An ugly soul, is an ugly body.

Think of a smoker, and the physiological effects this has on your body. Firstly, there is lung damage, and the risk of lung cancer. There are risks of heart, disease, cardiovascular problems, and a weakened immune system. Not to mention, the effects on your reproductive health and fertility.

I do therefore, I am.

So what if what we do, is who we become, and what our soul truly is. How can we create a stronger and more beautiful soul?

Nourish your body. Nourish your mind. Nourish your soul.

Does the soul live on after death?

I think so, therefore it will. If I didn’t think so, would it even matter? After all, I suppose it is our convictions that ultimately shape our perception of reality.


Evolution

To move is to be human.

A human being, without the capability of moving their physical body, becomes something else?

Consider the first human to receive the advanced brain-machine, neuralink, by Elon Musk, that allows users to directly connect the human brain to computers. Because the chip is directly implanted into the physical body, the physical brain of the patient, should we now consider this person a cyborg? 

I suppose you could even consider the use of a phone, a car, or a vehicle, as a way for us to evolve, to become an augmented human. Perhaps we are already augmented humans, even considering the way that I am writing this essay right now, simply clicking a microphone on a touchscreen, an iPhone, and speaking directly to it. I no longer need a pen or paper. 

I suppose evolution is the ultimate goal of humanity after all. We have gone from the horse and buggy, to an automated, self driving, cyber truck. From bows and arrows to drones and robots. Perhaps the fatal flaw of evolving with technology is the inevitable denial of the human body. The more we sit down, compress our spines, and spend time inside, operating computers, or driving vehicles, the weaker we will become overtime. Not to mention the ethical concerns of how we utilize the technology, for instance, in warfare. A young boy, sitting behind the comfort of a computer, can operate a drone, and kill a massive amount of people, without even being physically or emotionally connected to the place itself. 

However, I consider the use of a camera, and how it augments my life, my body, in a positive way. The use of a camera allows me the ability to augment life itself, to create an instant sketch of life. The world becomes my canvas to create upon through the use of technology.

So, in a world that is rapidly changing, and humans evolving, where should we focus our attention? 

Physical 

“Physical” originates from the Greek word “physis” (φύσις), which means “nature” or “natural.” In ancient Greek philosophy, “physis” referred to the fundamental nature or essence of things, contrasting with the artificial or constructed.

We should remind ourselves of the natural state of a human being, and the world itself, being that of matter, energy, and force. 

For instance, let’s say I spent the evening on my phone, texting, listening to music, and blasting my eyeballs with artificial lights. This inhibits my sleeping patterns, as I sleep less, and wake up feeling fatigued, with less energy and power. When I go to perform my daily tasks, I am sluggish, not performing at my peak capability. I have brain fog, and cannot even think clearly. To be honest with you, this is one of the first days in a while that I’ve had bad sleep, and as I write this essay, I feel all over the place, fatigued, constantly having to lay down on my back, under a tree, think, and then go walk again. on days where I go to bed early, get 8 to 10 hours of sleep, I wake up with an insane amount of energy and power. I believe that this is where we should be as human beings, with an insatiable lust for life, zest, and physical power.

Through walking long distances, now with my new rogue, 40 pound weighted vest, I can strengthen my spine, my body, by allowing the force of steel and gravity, to increase my longevity. The more that I walk with this vest, the stronger I will become. The stronger I become, the more energy I will have to walk, and ultimately create more art, and photographs. I believe in the realm of photography we get way too caught up with what makes or breaks a “good or bad” photograph. Instead of this basic notion, let us consider strength, physical strength.

A strong photographer, will create strong photographs.

This is an inevitability. This is truth. Photography, while being this visual game, of putting order to chaos through the mundane, is first and foremost, a physical pleasure of moving your body.  It’s just a matter of time.


Telos

The word “telos” (τέλος) is an ancient Greek term that means “end,” “goal,” or “purpose.”

When I consider the purpose of life, photography, and art, I ask myself, what if there is no end goal, or purpose? What if you never reach the top, the peak, the finish line? Perhaps then, the goal, should be to remain in the state of production. Detaching yourself from the outcome, or any external reward, or validation, you find meaning in the process itself. Just think, would you still make photographs if you could not see the results of the photographs themselves? Or, would you still make photographs, if you never made a book, a print, or had a gallery show? The more that I photograph, the more that I realize I simply enjoy the process of making photographs. I make photographs for the sake of making photographs. 

Ethos

The ethos of street photography is rooted in courage, curiosity, and the candid nature of capturing spontaneous moments. A street photographer must position themselves on the front lines of life, engaging both physically and emotionally with their surroundings. The photographs produced are a reflection of the photographer’s lust for life, driven by the courage to explore the world and the curiosity to see and capture the beauty and stories in everyday scenes. The ethos of street photography requires movement, presence, and a genuine connection to the environment and the people within it.


Time

Humans are designed to be outside, in the physical world. Anytime that I’m inside, under fluorescent lights, confined to a box, I feel as though my soul slowly dies. Also, when I am stagnant, not moving my physical body, I feel as though time just passes by. However, when I’m walking, moving my body through the world, experiencing novelty through the chaos of every day life, I exist outside the passage of time. Through movement and the creation of new photographs, you possess a superpower.

You can create a new world in a fraction of a second

The mundane and fleeting moments of every day life becomes something transcendental, something other worldly, or the mundane is not what it seems, and it becomes a dream. The clouds, peering beyond the horizon during the sunrise become a sublime vista that goes beyond beauty, through the creation of a photograph. 

The Latin word “sublimis” means “uplifted, high, exalted.” It combines “sub-” (up to, under) and “limen” (threshold, lintel), literally meaning “up to the lintel” or “uplifted to a high place.”

Think of the paintings of Caravaggio, with strong contrast, lighting, chiaroscuro, such as the painting “Saint Jerome Writing.” In the painting, you see Saint Jerome, hunched over inside, writing, with a skull on his table. While this symbolizes mortality and the contemplation of death, perhaps we should view the sublime works of Caravaggio for inspiration.

Inspiration

The Latin word “inspirare” means “to breathe into” or “to inspire.” It combines “in” (into) and “spirare” (to breathe).

When viewing this painting of Saint Jerome, or any of Caravaggio’s work, we should allow the imagery to breathe into us a new life. While there is beauty in the decay, through the transient nature of life and the passage of time, let’s elevate our human bodies to a new height. Let us champion this physical world.

From physical movement to artistic creation, humanity is fueled by courage and motivation to transcend our limitations. By embracing our bodies as vehicles and harnessing the power of courage, we can navigate the world with purpose, leaving behind a legacy of strength and beauty through our art. Ultimately, courage is not just a trait but a fundamental force that propels us forward, enabling us to conquer new frontiers in both life and art.

How did George Washington die?

George Washington, the first President of the United States, died of natural causes on December 14, 1799. He had been suffering from a severe throat infection, which modern medical experts believe was likely acute epiglottitis or possibly bacterial epiglottitis, a condition that causes the epiglottis to swell and block the flow of air to the lungs. Despite receiving medical treatment, which included bloodletting and various other interventions typical of the time, Washington’s condition worsened, and he ultimately passed away at his Mount Vernon home.

Bled him to death?

Yes, the medical treatment George Washington received involved bloodletting, which was a common practice at the time. He was bled multiple times over the course of his illness, losing a significant amount of blood. This practice, combined with other treatments like blistering and the administration of various potions, likely weakened him further. Modern medical experts generally agree that these treatments were ineffective and may have hastened his death. Washington’s exact cause of death was a severe throat infection, but the bloodletting and other medical practices of the time likely contributed to his rapid decline.

The assassination of the Gracchi brothers

The assassination of the Gracchi brothers—Tiberius and Gaius Gracchus—is often seen as a significant event in the decline of the Roman Republic. Their deaths marked the beginning of a period of political instability and social unrest that eventually contributed to the fall of the Republic and the rise of the Empire.

Tiberius Gracchus (c. 169–133 BCE)

  1. Background: Tiberius Gracchus was a Roman politician who sought to address the widespread economic disparity in Rome. He proposed agrarian reforms to redistribute public land to the poor.
  2. Reforms: In 133 BCE, he became a tribune and pushed through a law (the Lex Sempronia Agraria) to redistribute land from the wealthy patricians to the landless poor.
  3. Opposition and Death: His reforms threatened the power and wealth of the Senate and the elite. Tiberius was assassinated in 133 BCE by a group of senators and their supporters who saw his actions as a direct threat to their interests.

Gaius Gracchus (c. 154–121 BCE)

  1. Background: Gaius, Tiberius’s younger brother, took up his brother’s cause and expanded on his reforms.
  2. Reforms: Gaius introduced a broader range of reforms, including grain laws to supply food at lower prices, further land reforms, and measures to reduce the power of the Senate.
  3. Opposition and Death: Like his brother, Gaius faced intense opposition from the Senate. In 121 BCE, after a series of confrontations, he and many of his followers were killed in a violent crackdown by the Senate.

Impact on the Roman Republic

The assassinations of the Gracchi brothers had profound effects on the Roman political landscape:

  1. Increased Violence in Politics: Their deaths marked a shift towards political violence and set a precedent for using assassination as a political tool. This increased factionalism and instability in Rome.
  2. Erosion of Republican Institutions: The Senate’s blatant disregard for legal and political norms to suppress the Gracchi’s reforms weakened the foundations of the Republic.
  3. Social Unrest: The issues that the Gracchi brothers tried to address—economic inequality and land distribution—remained unresolved, leading to continued social unrest and discontent among the lower classes.
  4. Rise of Populist Leaders: The Gracchi’s populist approach inspired future leaders like Julius Caesar, who used similar tactics to gain support from the masses, further destabilizing the traditional Republican structure.

Transition to the Roman Empire

The instability and internal conflict that followed the Gracchi brothers’ deaths contributed to the decline of the Roman Republic. Over the next century, Rome experienced a series of civil wars and power struggles among various military and political leaders, culminating in the rise of Julius Caesar and the eventual establishment of the Roman Empire under Augustus in 27 BCE.

The assassinations of the Gracchi brothers were crucial events that contributed to the decline of the Roman Republic and set the stage for the eventual transition to imperial rule.

Hades

Hades is a significant figure in Greek mythology, known primarily as the god of the underworld. Here are some key aspects about Hades:

Mythological Background

  1. Parentage and Siblings:
    • Hades is one of the six children of the Titans Cronus and Rhea. His siblings include Zeus, Poseidon, Hera, Demeter, and Hestia.
    • After their birth, Hades and his siblings were swallowed by their father Cronus. Zeus eventually rescued them, leading to the overthrow of Cronus and the division of the cosmos among the three brothers: Zeus (the sky), Poseidon (the sea), and Hades (the underworld).
  2. Role and Domain:
    • Hades rules over the underworld, the realm of the dead. His domain is often referred to as Hades, after its ruler.
    • Unlike the Christian concept of hell, the Greek underworld is not a place of punishment for the wicked alone but the destination for all souls, regardless of their deeds in life.
  3. Persephone:
    • Hades is famously known for abducting Persephone, the daughter of Demeter, to be his queen. This myth explains the origin of the seasons: Demeter’s grief over Persephone’s abduction causes the earth to become barren (winter), while her joy upon Persephone’s return brings about spring and summer.

Characteristics

  1. Attributes:
    • Hades is often depicted with his helm of darkness, a magical item that grants invisibility.
    • He is associated with the bident (a two-pronged implement) and the three-headed dog Cerberus, who guards the entrance to the underworld.
  2. Personality:
    • Hades is typically portrayed as a stern and unyielding god, embodying the inevitability of death.
    • Despite his fearsome reputation, he is not considered evil. His role is more about maintaining balance and order in the afterlife rather than punishing souls.

Cult and Worship

  1. Temples and Worship:
    • Unlike other Olympian gods, Hades did not have many temples dedicated to him. Worship of Hades was often conducted in caves or necropolises (cities of the dead).
    • He was also associated with wealth, as all precious metals and gems found underground were considered his domain.
  2. Epithets:
    • Hades was sometimes referred to by euphemistic names to avoid invoking his direct attention, such as Plouton (“the Rich One”) due to his association with the earth’s riches.

Influence and Legacy

  1. Cultural Impact:
    • Hades has influenced various aspects of Western literature, art, and culture. His story is central to many works of ancient Greek literature, including Homer’s “Odyssey” and the plays of Euripides.
    • In modern times, Hades appears in various forms of media, from literature and films to video games, often embodying themes of death, the afterlife, and the balance of power.
  2. Interpretation in Art:
    • Artistic depictions of Hades often show him as a somber figure, in contrast to the more dynamic portrayals of gods like Zeus and Poseidon.
    • He is usually depicted alongside Persephone, emphasizing their connection and the duality of death and rebirth.

Hades remains a complex and multifaceted deity within Greek mythology, representing both the inevitability of death and the hope of an afterlife. His myths continue to resonate with audiences, offering rich insights into ancient Greek beliefs about life, death, and the hereafter.

Hades and Styx

In Greek mythology, Hades and the Styx are closely intertwined, representing aspects of the underworld and the afterlife.

Hades: Hades is the god of the underworld and the ruler of the dead. He is one of the Olympian gods, the brother of Zeus and Poseidon. While Zeus ruled the sky and Poseidon the sea, Hades was given dominion over the underworld. His realm is often depicted as a dark, gloomy place where the souls of the deceased reside.

Hades is not only the name of the god but also the name of the underworld itself. The underworld is divided into various regions, including the Elysian Fields (a paradise for heroes and the virtuous), the Asphodel Meadows (a place for ordinary souls), and Tartarus (a deep abyss for the wicked and the Titans).

Styx: The Styx is one of the rivers that flow through the underworld. It is the river of oaths, and the gods swear by it to make unbreakable promises. The name “Styx” means “hate” or “detestation,” and it is considered the most solemn and binding oath that a god can take.

The river Styx is often described as a dark, murky river that separates the world of the living from the world of the dead. Charon, the ferryman, transports souls across the Styx to the underworld, but only if they have a coin to pay for the passage. This is why ancient Greeks placed a coin, called an obolus, in the mouth of the deceased during burial rites.

The waters of the Styx are also said to have magical properties. The most famous myth involving the Styx is the story of Achilles, whose mother Thetis dipped him into the river to make him invulnerable, except for the heel by which she held him.

Connection Between Hades and Styx: The river Styx is a prominent feature in Hades’ realm, emphasizing the boundary between life and death. It symbolizes the finality of death and the sacredness of promises. As the ruler of the underworld, Hades oversees the passage of souls across the Styx, reinforcing his authority over the domain of the dead.

These elements contribute to the rich tapestry of Greek mythology, reflecting the ancient Greeks’ beliefs about death, the afterlife, and the power of the gods.

The Weimar Republic VS Contemporary America

The Weimar Republic, which existed in Germany from 1919 to 1933, shares several similarities with contemporary America, though the contexts and outcomes differ. Here are some parallels that can be drawn:

  1. Political Polarization:
    • Weimar Republic: The Weimar era saw extreme political polarization with strong support for both far-left (Communist) and far-right (Nazi) parties, leading to political instability and gridlock.
    • Current America: The United States is experiencing significant political polarization between the left (Democrats) and the right (Republicans), resulting in political gridlock and heightened social tensions.
  2. Economic Challenges:
    • Weimar Republic: The Weimar Republic faced severe economic challenges, including hyperinflation, unemployment, and the Great Depression, which led to widespread economic hardship.
    • Current America: While not facing hyperinflation, the U.S. has dealt with significant economic challenges, including the 2008 financial crisis, the COVID-19 pandemic’s economic fallout, and ongoing issues like income inequality and inflation concerns.
  3. Threats to Democracy:
    • Weimar Republic: The democratic government of the Weimar Republic was fragile and ultimately collapsed, leading to the rise of authoritarian rule under Adolf Hitler.
    • Current America: There are concerns about the stability and health of American democracy, with issues such as political violence, challenges to electoral integrity, and debates over the balance of power and constitutional norms.
  4. Social and Cultural Tensions:
    • Weimar Republic: The Weimar period was marked by significant social and cultural change, with clashes between progressive and conservative values.
    • Current America: The U.S. is experiencing profound social and cultural shifts, leading to tensions over issues like race, gender, immigration, and LGBTQ+ rights.
  5. Rise of Extremist Movements:
    • Weimar Republic: Extremist movements gained traction as people lost faith in traditional political solutions, leading to increased support for radical ideologies.
    • Current America: There is a noticeable rise in extremist movements and ideologies, with increasing visibility and influence of far-right and far-left groups.
  6. Public Discontent and Distrust in Institutions:
    • Weimar Republic: There was widespread public discontent and distrust in the Weimar government and other institutions, contributing to political instability.
    • Current America: Trust in governmental and other institutions has declined in the U.S., with many citizens expressing dissatisfaction with how the country is being governed.

While these similarities are notable, it is essential to recognize the distinct historical, cultural, and geopolitical contexts of the Weimar Republic and contemporary America. The outcomes and potential trajectories are not predetermined and depend on a multitude of factors, including political leadership, public engagement, and institutional resilience.

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What I want in a new Ricoh

https://youtu.be/7k0VYp_WGqQ

Overall, the Ricoh is perfect in my opinion. Nothing really needs to change, be added, or removed, but just my thoughts-

  1. Increase power. Battery life is fine, but if the camera becomes more powerful overall, it would help with reducing lag with making multiple snapshots in a row when working a scene intensely.
  2. Snap focus closer than 1 meter. Maybe .5 meters? .25 meters? Macro mode snap focus? This would help with running and gunning on the streets to get extreme close up shots of details on the fly. The problem with shooting street and single point auto focus is that it is too slow. Yes, I want to get closer than 1 meter! I want to be able to snap focus right up on somebody’s skin.

The Light Within


The Light Within

In a tribe, we unite
Throughout the day and the night
We find the meaning in the sand
Draw the line and grab her hand

Each member has a role to play
And everyone seizes the day
Community is what gives men purpose
Modernity lacks this and there is no surplus

So what is it that we can do
Our men have become animals in a zoo
Perhaps there was a death of god
Without the transcendent, the world feels odd

Lost in the void, we float through space
Without direction, without grace
Let us reframe our daily pursuit
Seeking meaning, finding root

In bonds we form, both old and new
Creating tribes with values true
Together we can stand as one
Under the moon, beneath the sun

Rediscovering the light within
Embracing life, we shall begin.

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