What I’m saying to realize, by spending so much time in nature, and of course, around society in the city, is that when you’re so immersed in the present, not really on the phone or looking at the news and TV and stuff, and you’re just consistently praying, reading, old books, working with your hands, and then working on your art, weightlifting, yoga, or whatever else you got doing, you kind of just exist in your state of bliss in a little creative cocoon, the all of the chaos surround you, it’s kind of just background noise and you’re kind of just confused about it all because you’re just waking up catching the sunrise and living here every day life